"... mysteries of a lifelong quest ..."

As infants, when you enter this world..... this dark, cruel world that is more keen on sinking you into its depth of sin than sacred...... you would have a guiding light - a light that acts as a caregiver, protecter, punisher and mentor until you break away and fly........ its believed that the light is the one that in that span of time has given you the tools for your long flight...... the guiding light can be anything - it could be parents, experiences, friend, a lifelong aquaintance, anything at all............ But what one fails to see is that this light cannot possibly equip you with what you need..... a need to take in the essence of your surrounding and yet the need to retain your individual essence that halts you from merging into it...... a reflex to shun out  all the evils out and about yet an ironic desire to nurse the evils within........ an instinct to protect yourself from emotions that sear you yet ruthlessly succumb to the most painful sear of them all............ for me all of this shall remain mysteries of a lifelong quest - one that may not yield answers but one that gives more of such strange, bewildering and insatiable fragments - that like the rain, drenches but exhilarates........

The Point

At one point in their lives every individual just pauses......... from their ever-changing, constantly updating (technology, relationships, thought process etc) semi-mechanical lives...... just a fleeting moment that quite literally presses the pause button in the film that is your life....... its over here you realize so many things at this one minuscule point that comes rushing at the speed enough to give you the biggest head rush of your life! For some this is a point to realise the direction of your life - whether you’re going the right way or not? Some think whether it’s time to kick off their singleton boots and settle into the blissful "chappals of matrimony"...... for others it is a point of questioning the true meaning of life......... But for me its thinking about how time flies?.... many join me in this as it’s a very popular pause moment bound to be gone through by almost every human being......... 2nd year college almost coming to an end...... it makes you think...... i can’t help but look back and feel that school days don't seem that long ago…… in a year I’d be leaving to pursue a different path…….so far it doesn't seem like I’d want to give this one up by then……… My...How time flies…….at 19 I can’t believe my teenage days have reached its fag end……….now come the 20’s which is also fun but coupled with more responsibilities….. and worse its closer to your 30’s!.............ya im over-reacting but tell me if you wouldn't at this point……….