Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Slave of Thine Own.............


I wonder what it means when you want something so much that, a possibility of 'otherwise' doesn't come anywhere in your head......... Logically speaking you think of "what if", "but", Plan B etc..... but why do these certain things command so, that you can't imagine otherwise....... the farther they go, the closer they draw you....... and a small, positive response in enough to make your day.... to put a smile on your face that would put to shame the brightest of flowers......... Why does this happen....... I wonder what its implications are........ whats worse is when you crave for the most unapproachable and unresponsive of them all........... a presence (if it were possible) that is as comforting as it is distant...... a demeanor as attractive as it is guarded........... these qualities and setbacks drum their way into your head........ leaving you both warm and unsatisfied.......... they say that such feelings and desires are insatiable......... but what if they are never acknowledged, their presence never existed in the eyes of what it was meant for............ is it unfair?...... is it up to the person who has these desires to choose?...... or is it just as much a right for the other to know........... a lot of unrequited emotions were just because of fear of some temporary embarrassment....... is it really worth it?....... Is it really worth not giving it a shot..... even if things go crumbling down at least that becomes the final nail in the coffin of the desire instead of you forever hanging about the grave not knowing whether to jump out or in................ its funny to note what we go through......... its interesting to know whether the future holds this, something better, something worse......... for.....
Que Sera Sera
Whatever will be, will be
The future's not ours to see
Que Sera Sera.....

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