Tuesday, June 7, 2011

...Another Chapter Begins...

......... College is done........ end of possibly the most vibrant and carefree chapter....... a little unfair to say that this would be the end of fun and spontaneity altogether..... theres much more to come...... and much more to experience..... that is to say if i dont get run over by a truck or something.... that would just be a very sad and abrupt ending, i wouldn't wish for anyone...... at the brink of something, before i have delved into anything...... this is a very prominent albeit a little lazy moment!...... at home, figuring out your next step - not something too confusing as the next step is to find a job...... one that gives you a little satisfaction, means to survive and something to do........ but i fear that ill also be one in those list of people who say that they dont know where their years went........... some people say that this is the time to put in as much work and struggle you possibly can and draw the returns when your older......... that seems like a fairly practical and a biologically sound cycle..... but what point is there in your youth, if you cant enjoy it...... what point is there in your youth if you cant sit back and take advantage of the most desired phase of life...... what point is there in your youth if you dont have fun and make mistakes that is fodder for many joyful afternoons when your old....... i dont agree that we should just work away the best years of our life..... its not fair to us, its not fair to the creator (if you believe in one) who crafted this phase just so that you can feel what it is to be alive...... the energy, the rush - all the good and bad of it......
Theres so much more to this time than I may even be able to comprehend.... a lot of things to do...... some you want to and some you have to..... but then didn't everyone feel this way.... i doubt the woman who sits on the same table everyday, doing the same routine day after day has her dream fulfilled........ i wonder.... theres a whole life left, and before you go to work there seems to be so much to do before responsibilities, bills etc etc........ its almost cruel to dream .... of painting canvas after canvas......... of rigging my boat to sail through and maybe fish a little on the journey...... of reading books and when you've read enough watch film after film...... when you've had your fill of literature....... maybe drive down picturesque roads after you've navigated your way through many bumpy and smoky city roads......... Budweiser at your favourite pub........ and many such beautiful moments that'll stand the test of time and you'll remember like it was yesterday even when you turn 80.....
........But Such is Life....... as they say...... and we must move on..... its a tragedy that we cant stay frozen in time..... but then if there is a creator he wouldn't be happy with a world full of college goers drunk on beer and maybe a little too high on happiness.......

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