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There comes a point in everyone's life where...... we realise that things are not the way we imagined them to be...... despite living through that very reality, day in day out...... we seem mysteriously oblivious to it...... and its the very odd co-incidences that becomes your wake up call....... its a little rough..... like when a semi-successful jingle writer realises that he's not the musician he thought he was....... like a closet beauty queen shot down by one of her most faithful admirers...... like a Ph.D. who is facing the fact, that they aren't changing the world as they thought they would, in an elementary classroom........ its a time for confusion....... a time for pondering......... a time hopefully for coming up with an answer........ the courage to move on or get back up your feet.......... at this point its a daze really...... cant say I like this situation, where I finally fully grasp - what it is to be completely blank...